Want This To Hurt

by Last Years Man

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1.
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She makes her way back up the stairs of her apartment Wonders what's a girl to do? When she doesn't have a thing to wear to all the parties That she's never been invited to She locks the door behind her Never lets a soul inside When she's home, she's the only one who knows She let me in just one time, Then showed me the door and locked herself inside And left me with no place to go She breaks every single thing that she touches Wonders why she's all alone She gave up trying to find love a long time ago What she's looking for now doesn't even come close She locks the door behind her Never lets a soul inside When she's home, she's the only one who knows She let me in just one time, Then showed me the door and locked herself inside And left me with no place to go Now her dead end street looks like an open road As I'm walking away from her And the streetlights look just like a million stars Lining up for me And I'm lost in outer space but at least I'm free She locks the door behind her Never lets a soul inside When she's home, she's the only one who knows She let me in just one time, Then showed me the door and locked herself inside And left me with no place to go
2.
Left here all alone with this Expected more of than I can give I have to stay but I need to leave Hate what you're putting me through Hate myself for hating you Can't you see living here is killing me? And I remember the man he was Before the fall and before the flood No sign of life left inside here at all But i remember a man in full Watch you fall apart outside Mourn the parts already died Losing another piece everyday Missing what you used to be Trying to save you like a memory But you're already starting to fade And I remember the man he was Before the fall and before the flood Left in the ashes of what he's become I think I can see fragments of someone i know You wish this was over now So hard for you to see in the light Blame myself for all of this And I'll keep that with me for the rest of my life And I remember the man he was I swear sometimes I'm the only one who does But I never wanted this
3.
What am I doing here? Stranded, alone again Waiting for it I spend more time missing you Than seeing you is worth Nothing ever changes I won't be the first to say I'm sorry but you're not forgiven I won't say a word; the last one you'll ever hear from me All the time away from you All your inconsistencies Lead me to wonder Do I still cross your mind or have you crossed me off your list Of things to remember? I won't say a word about all the ways that you've disappointed I won't make this worse by wasting time or breath on you I won't be the first to say I'm sorry but I don't forgive you I won't make this worse by wasting time or breath on you So I won't say a word cuz I promised myself that I'd be nice to you But I WANT THIS TO HURT cuz I never made that promise to you
4.
Don't think about it, just follow the plan Sell out and buy in; Stuff magazine version of a man I'm taking up space I can't afford to keep And I'm making friends now, but they're only just skin deep I got it off my chest Stop taking it so personal You're making me a mess But that's okay, I guess you know best You get to learn the hard way what it means to fail But everything is okay when you look like damaged goods for sale I got it off my chest Stop taking it so personal You're making me a mess But that's okay, 'cuz you know best
5.
She makes her way back up the stairs of her apartment Wonders what's a girl to do? When she doesn't have a thing to wear to all the parties That she's never been invited to She locks the door behind her Never lets a soul inside When she's home, she's the only one who knows She let me in just one time, Then showed me the door and locked herself inside And left me with no place to go She breaks every single thing that she touches Wonders why she's all alone She gave up trying to find love a long time ago What she's looking for now doesn't even come close She locks the door behind her Never lets a soul inside When she's home, she's the only one who knows She let me in just one time, Then showed me the door and locked herself inside And left me with no place to go Now her dead end street looks like an open road As I'm walking away from her And the streetlights look just like a million stars Lining up for me And I'm lost in outer space but at least I'm free She locks the door behind her Never lets a soul inside When she's home, she's the only one who knows She let me in just one time, Then showed me the door and locked herself inside And left me with no place to go
6.
Dedicated to Frank Janczy 1936 - 2005 Left here all alone with this Expected more of than I can give I have to stay but I need to leave Hate what you're putting me through Hate myself for hating you Can't you see living here is killing me? And I remember the man he was Before the fall and before the flood No sign of life left inside here at all But i remember a man in full Watch you fall apart outside Mourn the parts already died Losing another piece everyday Missing what you used to be Trying to save you like a memory But you're already starting to fade And I remember the man he was Before the fall and before the flood Left in the ashes of what he's become I think I can see fragments of someone i know You wish this was over now So hard for you to see in the light Blame myself for all of this And I'll keep that with me for the rest of my life And I remember the man he was I swear sometimes I'm the only one who does But I never wanted this
7.
What am I doing here? Stranded, alone again Waiting for it I spend more time missing you Than seeing you is worth Nothing ever changes I won't be the first to say I'm sorry but you're not forgiven I won't say a word; the last one you'll ever hear from me All the time away from you All your inconsistencies Lead me to wonder Do I still cross your mind or have you crossed me off your list Of things to remember? I won't say a word about all the ways that you've disappointed I won't make this worse by wasting time or breath on you I won't be the first to say I'm sorry but I don't forgive you I won't make this worse by wasting time or breath on you So I won't say a word cuz I promised myself that I'd be nice to you But I WANT THIS TO HURT cuz I never made that promise to you
8.
Don't think about it, just follow the plan Sell out and buy in; Stuff magazine version of a man I'm taking up space I can't afford to keep And I'm making friends now, but they're only just skin deep I got it off my chest Stop taking it so personal You're making me a mess But that's okay, I guess you know best You get to learn the hard way what it means to fail But everything is okay when you look like damaged goods for sale I got it off my chest Stop taking it so personal You're making me a mess But that's okay, 'cuz you know best

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The second EP by Last Years Man

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released December 21, 2018

Pete Singer - Vocals, Drum Programming
Chuck Bitautas - Guitar
Adam Schiffler - Bass

Recorded in 2017 and Mixed in 2018 by Pete Singer
Mastered by Darius Pretendergrass

Cover Photo by Chuck Bitutaus
All other photography by Matthew Curtis @ Icarus Photographic
Model: Heather Carr

Copyright 2018 Disfigured Out Records

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